confidence & bliss

i want to be madly in love with myself.

right now. at this very instant. in the present moment.

i want to find power in wearing high heels and a little black dress. i want to find power in wearing pajamas and walking around barefoot. i want to find joy in wearing mascara and lipstick. i want to find joy in wearing nothing but a smile. i want to find confidence by expressing all of my emotions. i want to find confidence by allowing myself to change and grow.

i want to be madly in love with myself.

today. tonight. this second.

i want to feel the kind of bliss that comes with creating floral wreaths to wear in my hair. i want to feel the kind of bliss that comes with singing along to pearl jam in the car, with the windows rolled down and my hair flying everywhere. i want to feel laughter when someone tells me a pun. i want to feel laughter when i do something silly. i want to be happy in my bones. i want to be happy in my soul.

i want to be madly in love with myself.

always. yesterday. today. tomorrow. 

i will begin by falling madly in love with the woman i see in the mirror. ♡